“I want more than that. Regardless of anything like deserving. And I am slowly figuring out how to…” a pause, as he realizes how fucking new age the next words that we’re going to come out of his mouth were. …manifest my desire, really, what is he? Some sort of almond mom?
George doesn't precisely know how that sentence was supposed to end, but he can make a guess at the shape of it. The scent of leather conditioner that always hangs over him grows a little stronger as his Mantle swells for Spring of it.
"That's very important work," he says, and he means it, "What do you want?"
“To live. To build a life that recognizes the aftermath of my pain, without revolving around it. To walk forward and try new things, even things I feel fear or trepidation about. To build bonds with people who I choose to trust, not just who I am forced to obey.”
Is any of this really news? No, not as such. But something in it feels powerful to say aloud.
"All wonderful things to want, " George says warmly, "I'm honoured that you trust me enough to share them. I hope you'll tell me if I can help in the pursuit."
"You already are helping, and I think you know that." Siebren lets out a bit of a warm laugh. "You've been kind to me in a way I had grown not to expect."
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"I'd say one can deserve without being owed, but perhaps it's not the right word either way."
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"That's very important work," he says, and he means it, "What do you want?"
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Is any of this really news? No, not as such. But something in it feels powerful to say aloud.
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